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[27 Nov 2008|12:04pm] |
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DID ANYONE SEE THE MACY'S DAY PARADE GET RICKROLLED!?
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[25 Nov 2008|02:23am] |
I hate school sfm right now dude.
holy shit.
I'm so tired, I just want to SLEEP. I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THE MENO RIGHT NOW.
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[08 Aug 2008|09:07am] |
lololol I love getting my heartbroken.
ITS MAH FAVORITE ACTIVITY.
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[27 Apr 2008|10:44am] |
lol I forgot how lame being single is.
bad dates. bad bad dates.
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[03 Nov 2007|07:28pm] |
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ok...so I've uploaded pictures but I can't post them or anything because I can't find them. I uploaded them in iphoto, and I can't put them anywhere else other than that. does anyone know how to post pictures from a mac?
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[03 Nov 2007|05:32pm] |
heeey guys, nothing much going on. I have a buttbuttbuttload of homework to do this weekend and I've done absolutely none of it. sweet!!
halloween was GREAT. kayleigh was tinkerbell and was just absolutely adorable. seth, his sister amy, jolene and I took her trick-or-treating for about and hour and a half and we had a blast. afterwards we went back to seth's house and separated candy and talked forever and laughed until our guts hurt. wait, actually, that was just jolene and I. kayleigh had her first candy and it was pretty intense. I'm definitely not going to let any lay around the house.
oh I got hit the other day! but it was really, really minor damage (though it was like $700 worth of damage) and the woman felt soooo bad. I basically ended up consoling her.
aw, kayleigh just said "mommy?" and pointed at my userpicture. I'm sure she remembers my boobs.
ok that's all. my camera battery is charging right now and I PROMISE you guys halloween pictures.
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[30 Oct 2007|11:54am] |
I skipped class to finish this boring book about the crusades becuase I have a paper on it due tomorrow. I am not reading...Im on facebook. awesome time management.
I'm a double major. because I did first two years part-time, it's going to take me another year and a half to get my core credits done. it's going to take another three years to get my major credits done. I plan on going to law school after that, which will take another three years. I'll be 28 by the time I get out of school, and kayleigh will be 9 years old. thank god I really love school.
seth and I are taking kayleigh trick-or-treating tomorrow and hopefully I wont consume all her candy. my sister invited us to some party at some bar, but god knows that prison break season two is way more important than that.
blah blah blah, I think that's all. here's another picture, please ignore the fact that I look 14.
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[19 Oct 2007|11:37am] |
pps.
new radiohead is amazing. can't touch kid a, though.
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[19 Oct 2007|11:25am] |
uuuum I'm going to do just about everything I can to avoid studying for this test. number one diversion being downloading music. I swear, when I got my ipod I was like "yeah I'm just gonna download a few songs to run to"...LOLZ 500 songs later. there's something wrong with me right now because I'm truly enjoying what electronic music has to offer. it probably has everything to do with the fact that I finally own decent headphones.
oh yeah so I got a facebook and now I'm re-connecting with a buttload of people I haven't spoken to in like five+ years. these were people that knew me when I was a real attention whore d-bag, so I'm hoping they don't hold that against me. facebook is pretty sweet though...I'm fairly addicted to it right now, though I have the feeling that will subside once the excitement dies down. I keep finding people I went to elementary school with on seth's facebook, and I ran across one of the girls that tormented me in fourth grade and had a cow. seth was like "uh...?"...but whatever. he's not female, thus he wouldn't understand the fact that we hold grudges from the age of two until death.
I think that's about it.
OH WAIT. everyone open itunes as quickly as possible and download the white flash by modeselektor/thom yorke and start orgasming. kthx.
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[15 Oct 2007|09:11am] |
ok so my computer is getting ready to die, and I need to update quickly.
things have been fab.
I'm studying for a test that does NOT belong at community college. the whole reason I go to community college is to sail through with as little effort as possible and come out with stellar grades. there is no reason I should have to study for something as ridiculous as this.
also, seth and I watched quite possibly the WORST movie ever recorded. it was so bad, we're fairly convinced it was a practice film for a director. its called THE WAGE OF SIN, and no, it is not rated. tell me how the ending goes, because we had to shut it off after about an hour.
uuuh I'm doing pilates three times a week now, in order to have fergie's body. apparently, it's working.
Im going on accutane in like two weeks, so hopefully I won't end up with diabetes or crhon's disease or permenant hair loss.
kayleigh is saying a new word daily, which is pretty frightening. censor-ship time.
I think that's about it....
oh yeah I got a facebook lololol. unfortunately, it seems that I am the least successful of all of my former classmates. apparently, my middle school teachers knew that way before I did.
kbye.
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[10 Jul 2007|09:13pm] |
this weekend was...interesting. we, we being kayleigh, seth and myself, went to my dad's house outside of austin. my dad and stepmom hosted about a billion people throughout the week/weekend and the days consisted of kegs and spades. needless to say, kayleigh straight up refused to sleep the entire time...seth and I went about three days on twelve hours of sleep total. basically, at home, she's rocked to a deep sleep and then put down with my parents until I go to bed. because there was a lack of rocking chair and sobriety at my dad's, we ended up having to drive kayleigh around every single time she needed sleep...we just drove back and forth from wimberley to san marcos. we must have clocked about four hours in the car every day....oh god. there was one night where we had to drive her around from like 9-10:30 pm to get her to sleep, and then from 2-5 am haha...I honestly can't say I didn't enjoy listening to radiohead in the pitch black with seth, though. it was pretty sad seeing grown men and women with families getting completely inebriated until four am for four days straight, though. I honestly don't see how you can do that...I start to freak out if I don't get more than six hours of sleep a night. meh, whatever. all in all, the trip was fun but insane....I will definitely be getting a hotel next time. thank fucking GOD seth was with me because I could not have functioned otherwise. I have zero help up there otherwise...I couldn't even let my dad hold her because he was too drunk to stand straight. I can't say I loved seeing my alcoholic dad get smashed in front of my younger siblings, boyfriend, and my own fucking child. I never want her around that kind of environment again...that's completely ridiculous. it saddens me to think that my dad worked so hard to get me into rehab, yet he's been practicing since the age of 14. I often wonder what the fuck I should do about this, because I can't just sit and watch my dad kill himself. I love having addict parents haha...and people wonder about me. jesus. it frightens me to think about the cards kayleigh holds.
anyways. today was great. seth and I went to amy's, then I forced him to dance to random music with me. I WISH CARDER WOULD COME FUCKING HANG OUT WITH ME.
in other news, kayleigh said her second sentence ("hi doggy") and points to every single cat she sees and screams "CAT! CAT!". so damn cute.
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[03 Jul 2007|11:22pm] |
I am....
REALLY FUCKING HAPPY.
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[21 Jun 2007|06:03pm] |
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so it turns out that my "strep throat" was actually a horrid wisdom tooth infection that spread to my throat, tongue and ears. holy shit, I've never been so miserable before. I would go from sweating profrusely to being unable to stop shivering, my temp reached 103 degrees, I couldn't eat or drink for about five days and I couldn't sleep at all. thank GOD for my parents...there's absolutely no way I could have made it without them. they've had to watch kayleigh since about sunday and I feel so bad for them....they're just so awesome. I'm so glad my mom pieced everything together...we were all convinced I had strep so I was taking antibiotics for that, which clearly weren't doing anything. the day after I went to the hospital my wisdom tooth started swelling a bit, but it does that a lot, so I didn't think much of it. things got worse, so my mom decided to call my dentist who prescribed an antibiotic for tooth infection. this plus augmenten did nothing and I started to really get concerned that something horrible was going to come out of this. we went to the dentist the next morning, and he took one look at my wisdom tooth and sent us to an oral surgeon who knew his shit and decided to take them out right away. he also told me that I was sure to swell up since I was "really skinny", so that made me love him even more. SO this morning I had them yanked and now I feel 100% better than I have all week. I'm in a little bit of pain, but nothing compared to the pain I was in before.
so anyways. that was long. sorry for typos.
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[19 Jun 2007|02:15pm] |
so I'm down with strep throat.
I. am. miserable.
my lovely boyfriend had to take me the doctor's yesterday in my pajamas. doctor gave me a worthless antibiotic that's doing essentially nothing.
in other news, kayleigh said her first sentence today! "this kittie," in reference to a cat keychain she was holding. so cute!
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[13 Jun 2007|09:00pm] |
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today I drug seth to see "knocked up", which was actually pretty funny. other than that, I worked, hung out at seth's, and took kayleigh on a long walk. every night we've been going on 45 minute walks and she ends up falling asleep while I get some exercise.
other than that, NOTHING has happened, except something, which I'll share later.
I AM really tired though.
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[11 Jun 2007|05:58pm] |
I'm so exhausted today that I can barely keep my eyes open...I downloaded new music last night and obviously had to stay up until one a.m. listening to iron & wine.
this morning I had to drop kayleigh off at the daycare she hasn't been to in two weeks, and this bitch took over her room. that woman has a serious attitude issue that needs to be brought up with the director if it's not fixed tomorrow. I went off to the gyno's office, where he and I talked about private schools while he did my pap smear.
theeeeen I got a pedicure finally! I've been putting it off for a week because kayleigh was sick...it was really, really nice. thursday I'm getting my hair chopped off and for once, I'm actually nervous. I'm beginning to really enjoy having long hair, but at the same time, I want the almighty style. my hair has the heroin chic look right now.
I went to whole foods after my pedicure to get kayleigh some wheat-free bread alternatives. I think she *may* have a wheat intolerance...my grandma has celiac and I had an intolerance as a baby, so it wouldn't be totally irrational to think that she does. for the last week she's had terrible gas, loose stools, has been completely irritable, won't sleep and is super clingy. clearly, something is wrong. so I'm cutting out wheat for a week and I'll see what happens...has anyone else had issues with this?
yeah then I went to target for a lunch box for kayleigh and I walked out with batteries, a lunch box, a cd, a no-spill bubble holder, water, a pumice stone, a cuticle pen and a huge box of sidewalk chalk. I fucking love target.
my head hurts.
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[03 Jun 2007|08:55pm] |
dear ks: I love you and I hate you and sometimes I wish I'd never met you.
everyone else:
it's been a long long tiiiiime! I still read everyone's journals, though. vacation was fun! we're moving soon, so that's a tad stressful. summer has been really fun so far...I'm not taking any classes, so kayleigh and I are just chilling and enjoying the heat. today I took her into the pool for the first time after nina took the most beautiful pictures of her. I tried to dye my hair dark brown the other day and it turned out BLACK, so I booked an appointment and I'm getting it chopped off chin-length and dyed back to brown. I gained back a little of the weight I lost, but I'll lose it again...it's only about five pounds, but still irritating. I hate yo-yoing...I know it's not healthy, and it just kind of happened. I stopped going to curves and started cooking around the same time and nothing good came out of that, except my lasagna.
kayleigh is just doing so well...she's running everywhere and is pointing at everything, screaming "DAT!" or "DIS!" at whatever object she's pointing to. she loves animals and will squat down to their level and scream at and talk to them...so cute. she's saying "mama" a lot more, but "nana" is her favorite word to say. right now she seems to have pink eye (AWESOME), so I'm taking her into the doctor tomorrow...I really hate the pediatrician and pumping her full of antibiotics, but pink eye sucks and I'd really love for it to go away.
my dating life is non-existant and I have the feeling that it well be FOREVER. am I really that freaking unappealing? jeez. aaaanyways, I need to skip off and take a shower and go to bed because it's already 9pm and I'm an old woman, but I'll update later on.
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[27 Apr 2007|05:07pm] |
I'm about to write something that I know I'll get shit for, but it's really bothering me.
why must we worship overweight people? everyone fucking complains that "SOCIETY LOVES SKINNY", yet every woman I know is all "rah rah rah I'm overweight SO WHAT!?" (yeah I ripped that off of tyra...whatev). let me say that I have a roll or two..i always have been a little chubby and I am not meant to be a size zero, but rather I'm the skinniest I've ever been and I'm a 6/8. however, I work out and eat well, and I'm in the appropriate weight range for my body type. I'm all about being confident in yourself and being happy with who you are, but MUST WE condone obesity!? of course you can still be beautiful and fat, but let's be fucking honest with people and start listening to the medical problems obesity creates. what sparked this, you ask? I was reading some article on microdermabrasian/chemical peels. someone commented on the article, asking why everyone worshipped queen latifah, because she was already having health problems and we need to be aware of the dangers of obesity. totally random, but it made sense...BUT OF COURSE everyone commented with "how dare you, you close-minded bastard...WE ARE NOT ALL COOKIE CUTTERS!"...ok. you don't need to be 150 pounds overweight to be unique. can we please just start encouraging a healthy body weight? I'm not condoning anorexia, and I'm not condoning obesity. both are eating disorders and DO NOT NEED ANY MORE FUCKING ENCOURAGEMENT. thank you.
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[28 Mar 2007|10:26am] |
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[26 Mar 2007|03:28pm] |
ugggh I feel like shit! I think I have the flu....I feel so bad that I dropped kayleigh off at daycare this morning, skipped school, and have been sleeping every since. I miss her, but feel a lot better after a long nap.
things have been going alright lately...kayleigh's been walking up a storm and just gets cuter and cuter every single second. she's been saying new words lately, and so far her vocabulary consists of mama, dada, nana (my mom), kid kah (kitty cat), kiddee (kitty), acky (blackie, our black cat) and ucy (lucy, our chihuahua). it's mindblowing to hear her say new words sometimes because I don't even realize what she's picking up on...I've had to stop cussing and we started listening to kid's and christian music in the car, because obviously say anything! wasn't cutting it anymore. she's really beginning to turn into a toddler...she's getting taller and leaner, her face is really developing into that of a little girl's, and she's a lot more expressive. and she'll be one in a month!!! ::cries::
I've gained a couple pounds recently. I started this new birth control because my period is out of control, and it's basically made me feel like I'm pregnant again. I'm completely wiped out all the time, and I crave chocolate and sweets like no other. I NEVER crave chocolate...I'm just not a sweets person. in fact, I knew I was pregnant when I started craving chocolate. so yeah, I've been shoveling in ice cream and chocolate bars faster than I can stop myself lately...I need to fix that. I've always been a 10/12, even before I was pregnant, and somehow I'm an 8 right now, and I'd be a 6 if I could drop about 5-7 pounds. sweeeet. abercrombie has a really cute spring line, so I'm trying to get down to a six before I go shopping..of course, this birth control just may completely screw that up. uughlfjwoaifjwaoifjioawf.
for a while, I was really thinking about moving out, but at this point, we're looking at buying a bigger place instead of me moving out. first of all, kayleigh is uber attached to my parents and it's really important for her to have them, especially my dad. when I'm exhausted and can't give her the attention she deserves, they step in. second of all, it's really convenient to have a babysitter at 3am sometimes, or have someone take her when I need a nap or I don't feel well. and finally, two bedroom apartments around here run from $1500-1800 a month and I just can't rationally pay that...that's ridiculous. I'd rather just buy a fucking house for that amount...actually I could buy TWO houses in rochester for that.
sorry if this didn't make a lot of sense...I'm under theraflu's influence right now.
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